May 2013
92 posts
I don’t know why I feel the way I do about you. It consumes me, and I can’t focus on the real world. I tried to get the beautiful blue eyed blond out of my head, but you are everywhere I look! I can’t concentrate on anything except you. I don’t even remember what it’s like to have a crush on anyone but you, crave anyone but you, miss anyone but you. I hear your voice...
Sometimes I get pissed because I'm not Jennifer...
Loser
I finally told my friend how I feel about you, and almost instantly I do everything in my power to make sure we could never ever be. I have no idea what’s even wrong with me! I care about you so much it’s crazy! I knew I did from the moment I saw you sitting in the back of the room.
I still remember that moment. I was trying to get all my words out right, trying to impress all you new...
Never Swim Alone
Lately I have been feeling like I’m drowning. At first you feel calm, hopefull that at any minute you will break through to the surface and your lungs will fill with air and all you’ll need to do then is swim for land. But then the panic sets in, and your heart races, your pulse pounds in your ears. You open your eyes and all you can see is the nothingness that surrounds you. Then the...
